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I feel weak, drained and lifeless. My body seemed to give up from the weight of emotion that it carries. I can hardly command myself to cry, my own tears got tired of pouring out of my eye. Every night I'm having nightmares, or maybe it wasn't a nightmare at all because I barely sleep in the first place. I'm not really sure if I'm doing the right thing.. all I know is that if I'll stay, I'll just let my heart be broken every single day.